Category: Trauma
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Another Day/Week/Month of Tears
My therapist doesn’t believe in letting people with psychological disorders “opt out”… and that’s not the only thing I’m dealing with (eating disorder). I have so many chronic medical conditions, several with significant dietary restrictions that have to be monitored, and I don’t see a way to get away from…
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All I Do Is Cry
That’s pretty much the post. The torment about eating while still having weight to lose is getting to be too much. I don’t want to die, but I’m tired of waking up (there is a difference). I don’t have the energy to do anything… but if someone tried to shoot…
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What Will 2024 Be Like?
Last year, I thought I’d be doing better than I am by this time. There have been more medical issues this year that derail eating, and have made keeping the NG tube in longer, just to get enough fluids in. Sometimes I also add a bottle of protein water if I’m low…
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Sometimes I Just Need To Vent
TRIGGER WARNING: some discussion of “numbers” and specific eating disorder behaviors mixed with medical need to know numbers for other chronic medical disorders. After another relapse with a restrictive eating disorder 2 1/2 years ago, I’m still struggling. I am getting help from someone who has been dealing with eating disorders…
