Tag: Eating Disorder
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Another Day/Week/Month of Tears
My therapist doesn’t believe in letting people with psychological disorders “opt out”… and that’s not the only thing I’m dealing with (eating disorder). I have so many chronic medical conditions, several with significant dietary restrictions that have to be monitored, and I don’t see a way to get away from…
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All I Do Is Cry
That’s pretty much the post. The torment about eating while still having weight to lose is getting to be too much. I don’t want to die, but I’m tired of waking up (there is a difference). I don’t have the energy to do anything… but if someone tried to shoot…
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What Will 2024 Be Like?
Last year, I thought I’d be doing better than I am by this time. There have been more medical issues this year that derail eating, and have made keeping the NG tube in longer, just to get enough fluids in. Sometimes I also add a bottle of protein water if I’m low…
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Another Christmas With The Dog
Since my dad died, I tend to avoid holiday get togethers, not just because of missing him, but because of the chaos that goes through my head when the idea of eating in front of others is in the mix. I haven’t eaten around anyone for years. I haven’t been to a…
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Sometimes I Just Need To Vent
TRIGGER WARNING: some discussion of “numbers” and specific eating disorder behaviors mixed with medical need to know numbers for other chronic medical disorders. After another relapse with a restrictive eating disorder 2 1/2 years ago, I’m still struggling. I am getting help from someone who has been dealing with eating disorders…
